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lost in love, found in love 2

Friday June 16 2023

1:07PM


the years

wrapped away in the umbrella of all my fears

i feel the end might be near

if i treated someone else

the way i treat myself

i would never forgive myself

i feel fraudulent

it's so much easier to tell others how to love

than to actually practice it yourself

when it comes to myself

i hide

away in corners hugging myself like an embryo

in fear that no one else will

all the times our souls became intertwined

inseparable from each other

we keep hurting each other and yet we keep coming back

is that insanity

no i tell myself

that is love

knowing exactly what is right and wrong

and yet still doing what the heart yearns for

some would want no parts of that

some days neither do i

but then i'm reminded

clear as the sky on a cloudless day

or in this case, clear as the sky on a star full night

of all the beautiful moments spent

embracing one another

as our hearts palpitate as one

the shoulders i've offered you to cry on

the shoulders i've cried on

they could fill the oceans twice over

i'm reminded

of all the times i re-established myself

after every heartbreak

and came out a better me

slightly more broken yes

but better

then i'm reminded of why i do this

why i still choose you

why i still choose love

despite it seeming like it doesn't want to choose me

i know not where this will go

but i have a feeling it'll go as it should.



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